This is because I lost my nerve and confidence when I gained yet more weight and went firmly from the curvy to the full on 'BBW'. This was going to be an apology - not only for my absence, but my weight. Why would I want to do that? To say I am something that ought to be apologised for? I'm not going to apologise. I'm going to do this instead. These are some recent-ish pictures which I initially hated. I'm not exactly in love with them now. But they are me. There will be more as well, as soon as I get the guts to take them. I hope this is the first step to that. You may not like it. I don't particularly like my body but this is me. I do like *myself* and I don't intend to change that dependant on my dress size. I'm fat. And that is OK. I may not always be, I hope I am not for health reasons but I am now. That is perfectly, totally OK.
I am fat and that is OK.
The last two were taken in the bath. Not the best shots but the only I possess with my tummy in.
So erm, yeah. See you soon. Maybe, hopefully. I will at least try. J xx
You say fat; I see beautiful.
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You are HOT!
ReplyDeleteWow, very sexy!
ReplyDeleteYou are a wonderful person, and these pictures are absolutely gorgeous.
ReplyDeleteI know how it feels to lose your nerve with pictures, I'm going through the same myself at the moment, so this may sound odd, but i'm proud of you for taking such gorgeous pictures hun :-)
*hugs*
M xXx